allfizzledout:

This is something that I wrote a while ago. The band that I sang it in broke up without ever recording it, and I’m sad that never got to happen.

It’s so fucking cold, and the last thing I remember is the condensation on the mirror and the face staring back at me. I remember the last time I was here, a young, scared, fragile boy, thinking he know far beyond his years and I can’t believe I’m here. Staring you in the face, breathing in this ocean air. Its been so long since the last time that I saw you, and just the very thought makes me sick. These are the same lies that I’ve told myself my entire life just to make believe this is something different. This is my reminder, a young but faded memory of everything I hated about the person that I used to be, and I can’t believe I’m here. Staring you in the face, breathing in this ocean air. Its been so long since the last time that I saw you, and just the very thought makes me sick. This city, and the street lights are all I need. Our shadows give off personas of who we’ll never be. When days blend into weeks and months blend into years, i’ll know i’ll be the same person staring back at you.

man, i wish i was hardcore, and could scream at everyone. i wish i could write beautifuil lyrics and then yell them in everyone’s eyes, but instead i just sing the same song about that dead lovebird over and over.